Better killed than be killed

Suffocation

Barely breathing but still alive

Prisoner of self hatred

How am I to survive?

These thoughts, They made scars on me

Leaving crimson blood spots 

Frustration

Feel it breaking skin

It's eating you 

Bit by bit, Rotting you within 

Oh, What is that light?

It's a girl

This girl, She lays in my arms

My medicine,  she saves me from harm

She cleans up the mess that I made on my own

And now, My heart is at home

So Rip out the stitches that held my face

I know how to smile

You always know  what to say

My love, my love

I'm so impressed

Give yourself to me

Dress to undress

In pale skin and ruby lips

Go ahead, swing your hips

You are beauty And beauty is mine

Killing the venomous things 

One at a time

Stay away, all of you 

Stay away

If I can't have her, no one can

She took me in body, heart, and mind

I gave it all 

Now her soul is mine

I'll rip out your vocal chords and stomp on your face

Leave you breathless

A bloody fucking disgrace

Test me, go ahead

Touch her and you're all fucking dead

"I LOVE HER. I LOVE HER. THIS HURTS SO MUCH BUT I LOVE HER." I scream as I take the life of another

I'm not a mess

No, I'm not obsessed

I love her

You all would not understand 

The jealousy pumps in my veins  

I'm left alone with all this hate

Because she doesn't know

No, she doesn't know 

I'd kill for her and more

I don't want it to be like before

For fuck sake don't leave

Please, I'll beg and I'll plead

I'm a monster, I know

This anger and frustration, it grows

Oh How I love you so